Porsha Williams calls R. Kelly a ‘Predator’ looking for her, revealing about the sexual assault of an ex-boyfriend + Nene called Leakes ‘The is the Voice of the Reason of My Life ‘
Porsha Williams continues to give fans an idea of what to expect from his upcoming book!
Recently, Porsha Williams Placed in his personal life prior to the release of his memoir. As previously reported, the reality star has already made several revelations about her journey to where she is today – including fighting depression and suicidal thoughts as a child. He also revealed that he has a series on interaction with the humiliated singer R. Kelly, and he recently provided more information on this topic. He first acknowledged:
“I have my own business. I have my own house. [But I had] a mentality that has been conditioned for many years by men – that they are even better than me. And I only have value when they say I have value. I think I’m in a weak mind making me ready and available for him to be a predator, and find me. In my life at the time, another man in the same position was doing the same thing: taking advantage of me.
He went on to detail the end of his time with R. Kelly, which he said ended after he heard a woman being beaten inside his home:
“When I came home from that last encounter, I knew I had hit the wall. And I was completely traumatized, completely confused as to why this is happening to me now as an adult woman.
Porsha then recalled sharing his story with the FBI years later, revealing that he was grateful after the experience:
“When the FBI left my house that day, I was so thankful for where God has taken me today — oh my God. I literally could have Church in my foyer. While talking to them, I had to be the Porsha to remember every detail. But after they left, I just looked at my house, I saw my daughter later, and I just thanked God that I was the only one saved and that I am now. ”
He also recounted another traumatic relationship he experienced in his mid-twenties. After going to bed and having breakfast with a man called “Southern Jon,” the couple is caught up in a bad argument. Later, when Porsha refusing to be with him in the same bed, he attacked her. After the first bout of sexual assault, he revealed that he continued to “lie there.” When the trial was over, he said he had a revelation about his choice of men:
“She was looking for love in the wrong places. She wanted something from a man no matter what the red flags, no matter what, and ended up somewhere with another man I loved taking advantage of me. I realized there was a pattern when I saw the look in his eyes. ”
In another bad account from his mid-twenties, Porsha Williams also revealed an association he had with the ex-NFL star Clinton Portis. She said she discovered she was pregnant with her child when she was 24, and she allegedly replied that her mother would raise the child afterwards. Porsha gave birth. In response to the situation, Porsha made the decision to have an abortion.
Concerning his revelation about abortion in pregnancy, Porsha Williams miila:
“With everything I’ve talked about in the book, that’s easy. Shame and regret, and pain and loss are all the same feelings that many women feel. Hopefully, another woman who suffers like that. that, or have been through that, are easier to forgive themselves than I am.
At this point, it’s worth remembering that Porsha Also shared how her mother became known as “Ms. Diane” to RHOA–Reacts to the fact that the reality star will address these sensitive topics in the memoir. He said:
“[My mom] said ‘I am behind you forever. Whatever you want to do, I fully support you. ‘”
On a lighter note, Porsha Williams then reflect on that on The Real Housewives of Atlanta. As for what he will never forget about the franchise, he said:
“I think about brotherhood — I really am.”
He also talked about the influence of the former co-star Nene leaked in his life:
“On and off the camera, [Nene was] the voice of reason in my life for me – helping to guide me through this crazy divorce, this crazy new world of becoming a reality star. ”
However, Porsha also touched the less favorable aspects of him RHOA stint, saying that his worst experience was
“dealing with anger management. All I had to do was control my emotions, and stay honest with my behavior and understand what was important. By going to counseling at that time, I realized that ‘You know what? How do you want to leave this world, what legacy do you want to leave?’ That is more important than any argument. ”
He goes on to talk about his decision to leave the show:
“I knew I wanted to semi-retire at 40. After I finished my daughter, I just knew she was my world. That’s it. I just wanted to spend as much time with her as possible. .And with me previously dealing with mental health, I knew I needed to be as mentally healthy as I could. No drama, etc. Just in a happy peaceful place for my son to be. woman. ”
Despite this, he was still calling his time RHOA
“a journey I will never regret.”
With that said, he immediately touched on what inspired him to be more politically active in the Black Lives Matter movement during the 2020 protests, playing into season 13:
“After I saw what happened to George Floyd, I was sad, sad. I was hurt. I just want to scream from the rooftop. And I have to go and interact with the people of Atlanta — to get on the street and try to tell the truth to the power, and figure out what we need to do. And through that search, I realized that if I had this platform, what would I need to do to be effective for the movement? It was just one thing I felt I had to do, and my daughter was on the front of my mind the whole time. ”
In the end, Porsha reflects on other ways he has grown throughout his time on TV:
“I’m really proud of myself that I was able to grow in a positive way. I didn’t stay stagnant. I grew up as an entrepreneur – I grew up as a wealthy woman. I really found my voice, right on the television. I have found my way… My man, I live my heart in my arm. It’s me, take it or leave it. And that’s how I live the movie, and it’s good for me. Because now, even though I’m not perfect, I love everyone. ”
The Pursuit of Porsha fall on Tuesday, Nov. 30. Notice, it will be two days after his primary new reality show, Porsha’s Family is important.
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